So we’ve come to this.

Nick and I are done. After a long week of not seeing and barely talking to each other, I think we both realized that it just wasn’t going to work. I tried to text him last night, but not surprisingly, he didn’t reply for about 3 hours. And when he did, he was breaking up with me. How lame. A text to end a relationship. How very adult of you. That part pissed me off.  I’m hoping he was drunk to do it that way.  Or maybe he thought I was going to cry and he didn’t want to see that.

We agreed that we’d still be friends. It’ll be awkward, but I can deal with that. I didn’t really want it to end in such a weird way, but it did. He really is a great guy who has a lot to offer, and I am no one to judge him because he confused or whatever. I’ve been there, in this very same relationship, and I can’t blame him for doing what he felt was best for him.

So I don’t know why I am so upset about it then. Maybe because he beat me to the breaking up part. Maybe because I thought it would work out and be fine. Maybe because I really did care. I don’t know. It doesn’t matter now I guess.

Onto the next target…

~ by Carrie on March 9, 2008.

One Response to “So we’ve come to this.”

  1. Ugh. I am sorry girl. :( I don’t know all the details, of course. I don’t even know you. But there has been a rash of these things going on lately…and I am very sorry. :(

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