it usually is a bad idea.

When I daydream
my vision becomes a monotonous blur,
colors swirling into a hallucinative kaleidoscope
while small streams of thoughts
empty themselves into a river
of emotions then that takes itself
into an ocean of unconscious.

What do you do
when you daydream yourself
into a black stupor
imagining the impossible
and wishing for an unreachable past?

You die a little inside, that’s what.
Whether you want to or are aware of it or now.
You die, kill yourself slowly.

Daydreaming away reality into false hopes,
dashing tiny disappointments
in what you already know can never really be true.

Daydreaming is doing me in.

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