it sort of fits today.

I want to feel beautiful in my body too.
I want to feel soft and sexy and sensual and full,
with curves that flow in the soft light
and hold a cashmere sweater in all the right ways.
I want to feel comfortable,
the beautiful comfortable that is used and thrown away.

Instead I got stuck with being broken.


3 Comments to “it sort of fits today.”

  1. wow. this hurt. very brave to share such intimate feelings.
    i want to comment on the imagery and stark words, but really,
    i’d rather just give you a big ole hug.

  2. hey we love the tough Carrie and we love the not-so-tough Carrie. Rawness, vulnerability, honesty – some amazing traits that make for really great, effective writing. You do this so exceptionally well. I’ve been through some pretty tough events but I haven’t been what you’ve been through – however, because your writing is so pure and honest…somedays i can truly empathize. luv ya kid. keep it up!

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